I have just had so many random thoughts and posts going on in my head the last few days I decided to just write them all out. Not the most interesting to read I am sure, but I think years from now if I ever looked back on them it would be "fun" to have.
1. You really can never be so sure who actually cares about you. You may call someone needing to talk and get no response time after time, but a good friend you haven't seen for a long time will call just to check up and see how you are doing. It is interesting because it may be the friend you don't talk to often who although she is busy will text you or call you back to see what's up.
2. I find it so interesting that my two year old really can be a very best friend. Although she has attitude at times, she is so concerned when I am sad. A few days ago when I was crying she told me "I will take care of you." She brings so much joy to my life and makes me laugh and smile countless times every single day with her funny little antics. Who else truly wants you to be with you every minute of every day?? I don't know what I would do without my little friend!
3. Netflix Watch Instantly is perhaps the greatest invention ever. Since we don't have cable it is a very convenient way for Alli to watch cartoons and she definitely enjoys them! Backyardigans has allowed me to get many things done that's for sure! Alli has also informed me that Tyrone is one of her favorite friends and that isn't too surprising seeing as she has watched the "Riding the Range" episode starring him TOO many times to count!
4. My car simply can not stay clean. I clean it out at least weekly if not more, but as soon as it is clean and we go somewhere it instantly has books etc. out again! Drives me crazy!
5. Playing at an empty park while it is raining is one of my favorite things! Alli and I were headed to the park and it randomly started raining, but we still went (we aren't the smartest that's for sure) and it was so much fun running around in the rain.
6. As I "grow up" I am glad I have a young child so I can still do the childish things-hence #5.
7. Eating lunch picnic style makes it way more fun-even if it is just the front porch or front lawn.
8. Hearing Alli talking on the phone with her cousin (Julia) made me laugh and smile. Their conversation (at least Alli's end) was pretty comical. It was quite the mixture of "adult" normal conversation in a 2 year old way. I have no idea how much they could understand from each other, but it was fun to hear.
9. I feel like I will be better off actually having the baby and taking care of the new baby this time around since I know what is coming, but I feel way less prepared in that I am realizing all of the things I still need to do. It is getting close and her clothes are washed and put away somewhere (I did that a little while ago, but now I actually have to get them ready for her) the car seat is downstairs, bassinet also downstairs. Diapers, wipes, and everything else baby-still at the store :).
10. Buying a double stroller has been a lot more difficult than I remember a single stroller being. My favorite so far is:
http://www.walmart.com/ip/Baby-Trend-Stand-Double-Skylar/10877917?findingMethod=rr
11. I am really excited to put away the fruit dehydrator and have my "free time" back to finish my craft projects!!
12. You really can get used to a certain amount of pain. I am grateful for this! The nerve pain comes and goes, but I have found that after a few weeks/months you don't really notice the ache anymore, just the sharp shooting pains.
13. Alli's compilation of "If You're Happy and You Know It/The Wheels on the Bus" is in my top ten favorite songs.
14. You can forgive someone and then hear from them and realize that there is yet another "layer" to go.
15. Buying matching outfits for my girls makes me happy!
16. Talking to a friend/sister-in-law can be just what you need on any given day!
17. Some people never are able to think about others in a situation, they are only able to focus on how they appear in a situation or what is best for them.
18. Hearing Alli say "Your welcome mom" sounds so cute-but also makes me feel guilty because it makes me wonder if I said thank you or not?
19. Trips to the grocery store are becoming more rare-if it can wait until tomorrow it most likely will wait until the day after :).
20. I eat an embarrassing amount of sugar (sugared foods), but I enjoy every speck of it!